children~

haha.. juz a few picture of my little cousin.. i really love children a lot. their smile is so true, so sincere.. their life is only watch cartoons n play.. life is so simple for them..

he is the cutest~ but he looks a little girlish..
i dont really know them well. It's our 1st meet. but they can easily get close to you if you spent some time to play with them. juz give them some sweets..
do you comb this type of hair when u r small?

WooHa chill out~

haha.. wooha is actually my group's name during SLC. we plan for an outing today, but only 5 turn out.. sigh! we at first wan to go to wala wala but.. when we reach there.. itz totally full n there is a long queue. so.. 5 of us decided to go to another place .. i.e K Box at clementi.

cool!! we really had a great time singing there. cant believe that jun hao can sing that well.. he even say he wan to participate in superstar.. lolz.. nah.. he juz joking~ lolz.. but we really had a great time singing there. Chao wei like to sing a lot of old old songs.. haha.. he say that the song of his age.. (he only 1 year older than me ler..) ai lian din sing much.. she too shy bah.. i guess! christine can sing very well too.

when we 1st plan to go out for chill out.. i oredi make up my mind.. that i would like to get some alcoholic drinks for myself.. lolz.. i wasnt that type that can drink a lot. lolz.. i very ec to get drunk. i get myself a vodka + 7up.. n.. i totally feel bad after that.. lolz.. i really cant drink.. lolz.. very ec to get drunk.. actually i wasnt drunk la.. i very clear wat is happening.. juz that my blood circulation too good ler.. lolz~

anyway.. after sing k, we go for supper at McD. i very hungry ehh.. i havent ate anything since 4pm.. n summore.. i drink vodka ler.. feeling dizzy now.. n i still wan to complete this post la.

Anyway, i really had a great time tonite. though only 5 out of 12 turn up.. (hope that nx outing will b better attandance) but we enjoy ourself a lot.. lolz .. but .. 1 thing for sure.. i wont get myself any vodka anymore.. lolz..

*Yu*

i cant think of a title for this post..

i'm really sick of this. I'm sick of everything which happen to me recently. It's terribly bothering me now. hate it. but i cant change anything. Indeed, i must learn from my mistake.

feel really sad.. everytime wan to cry, i will just tell myself that my tears is very precious. it cannot drop for nothing. i alwiz say this to my fren when they comes to me when they are upset. But, i guess it's time for me to use it too. sigh.. dont worry. my tears is precious one. wont cry for this stupid incident.

can any1 tell me how to make myself feel better?

快要崩溃了~

我真的很不明白，这世界上竟然有这种人存在！！ 一直以来，我只活在一个没有欺骗，只有互相信任的世界里。我身边的朋友，都是坦诚相对，非常相知相惜的朋友，偶尔闹情绪或背后有些闲言闲语，那只是生活的 点缀品。没想到一直以来的平静，却因为认识了一位如此的朋友，而让我明白了，这世界有坏人的存在。

我的心很痛，一直无法平静下来，不能理 解为什么.. 心痛，不是因为那笔钱，只是没想到一场朋友，这种事竟然发生在我身上。真的...我想不通，为何有这种人存在？利用了我的信任..朋友？？ 真的很可悲.. 澈澈透透的失望了.. 残留的只有挥不去的心痛.. 同时，也学会了人生宝贵的一堂。

*yu*

My Birthday Wish list..

haha.. yeah.. my bday is getting near~! this year dunno y.. quite a lot ppl ask me what i want or wat i wish to receive on my bday.. hehe.. it really doesn't matter for me. we talk "heart" 1 mah.. lolz..

ok la.. juz to let you all know what stuff i really wish to have.. if cannot get it nvm de..


1. Apple IPod 30Gb - expensive.. n gonna leave it to my dad..

2. Ralph Lauren Cool Perfume - it smells nice..

3. a diamond pendant with platinum neclace - leave it to my mom?lolz.. she will kill me perhaps!

4. a watch - i doubt abt this.. haha.. all my watches cant last long de.. sad..

5. a big teddy - a big big teddy that i can hug it when i go to bed..

6. a big doggie - well..juz in case u cant get a big teddy. actually both i like it. i dont mind to have both.. haha..

7. a shirt - a shirt that can get along with a brown skirt.. hehe..my fren know wat's that..

8. a silver neclace - i juz realise i got a few pendant without necklace 1..

9. to catch a midnite show with frenz - i alwiz hope to do so.. but till today still no chance.. sad

10. Jay Chou CD - i love jay chou a lot.. hmm.. that day i come across a shop which sell Jay's CD with limited edition toy.

haha.. u can juz ignore this post for those who had give me present. hehe.. anyway.. it's juz something in my mind la.. but then.. itz ok if i din receive.. some of it expensive ler.. kakaka..

*yu*

矛盾

人就是这样... 面对决择时就会变得很矛盾..

好想做一个选择，将来是不会后悔的，但是天不如人意..
好想做一个选择，是不会伤害到别人的，但是不管最后的选择是什么，一定有一方面的人受伤的..

面对矛盾的心情，很容易做错决定。无论如何，身为朋友的我，我无法替您做决定。一个人回头其实需要很大的勇气，你懂得那封信很不容易写的出来吗？您会忍心拒绝她吗？

我不懂为什么你没拒绝也没答应，但是很肯定，你没有马上拒绝，似乎您还很犹豫。您应该心理有数，您对她的感觉是怎样，只有您知道... 或许是您不想伤害她吧？ 谁才是你想要的，你应该很清楚。

人生当中，很多时候要面对如此的决择。矛盾吧？


给天涯侠医的话：
趁很多事情还没开始之前，您还有可以把话收回。起码您不会后悔一辈子！



Well, this post is actually made for a fren of mine. hope he made a correct decision ba~

My 1st Camp in NUS~ Student Leader Camp By Nussu PRU~

Juz came back from Nussu PRU - SLC (Student Leader camp). aww.. become very very dark.. n sun burn oso.. sad.. n painful. It's really good to be in the camp, meet a lot of people. not only PRU members, but student leaders in NUS as well. I'm the group 1 facilitators together with Min yee (our group IC) , christine and wilson. we really have a great time there. Min yee, who is the youngest in our group, is really a very responsible IC, but guess she need more experience. and christine, a very cheerful gal who smiles a lot, she is in year 2, and working together with her is really.. cool~! and lastly is wilson, the only male facilitators in our groups, he is .. very very tall.. n very helpful too.

well, too bad our groups did not win any awards. no one in our groups walk away with nokia handphone. haha.. but i really proud of my group. the NUSSU president is in our groups, n he is rather funny and very sporting. then we have also the arts president, and a few other "big big"ppl in my groups. oh ya.. our group name is "WooHa!" guess min yee was the 1 who come out with the idea. Anyway, really had a great time in the camp, make a lot of frenz, gain some experience and had fun too. After this SLC, i really realise there are some qualities that a good leader muz have. and also, a leader really very different from other.. As for me, i'm not a good leader, haha.. i more on following instruction type.. hehe.. a vice would suit me perhaps.. lolz..

here is some of the photos to share with u all..me n janus..
me n tze hwee..

HoLiDaYz ...

yeah.. itz holiday now.. my exam finish at 24 Nov, n i went back to msia on 26 Nov. spent few days with my beloved family. n i came back to Singapore on the 9th dec. a few fren of mine come to singapore with me too.. they wanna spent s few day visit in singapore..

Day 1 in singapore trip..
I actually not really familiar with singapore. but.. i decided to bring them go walk walk at the Orchard Road & Bugis. nothing much to shop actually, but Orchard Road has a beautiful night scene. it has been a long long time we go shopping together..

me, cheryl, huiyi and sze yan.. all are my good frens~me and huiyi.. my darling..me n cheryl..

anyway.. all these pictures was taken at the Ochard Road at nite. whiew.. so so so tired that nite~! they was suppose to sleep in my room. but some of my fren put their stuff in my room, and i don think there's enough place for 4 ppl to sleep. (sigh.. u know how "big" the PGPR room is.. )

anyway, my nx door neighbour juz left and she din lock her room. cool..~! so i let cheryl and huiyi sleep there lor.. hope they had a very good sleep on that nite.

2nd day..

we went to suntec city, went to swensen for lunch, then.. go to marina square... dint really bought any stuff. but i bought myelf a adidas bag there (got discount..) lolz~

yeah.. elaine join us too..

at marina square..

yah.. that's was the programme of the day.. after shopping, we went to marina bay eat steamboat together with thomas & yit leong. haha.. really have a lot of fun there. After finish dinner at marina bay, we went back to PGP, and then.. we went out again .. to clubbing. well, they wan to go, so.. we 1st went to clack querke (hmm.. dunno how to spell it.. strange name it is) but.. that place not really suit us. then we went to muhamad sultan road there. n simply went into 1 of the bar/pub (dont ask me the name..forgot oredi) that place wasn't really that fun la.. anyway.. i dont really like clubbing 1.. haha.. dont drink either.. =) after clubbing still go to explanade for a walk.. but it rains and we stuck there. lolz.. until 5 somthing only we take a cab n go home.

3rd day..
i accompany sze yan, huiyi and cheryl go to kranji mrt station to meet with their fren. they are going to take bus from JB. anyway.. we hug each other before we left. i know we dont really have much chances to go shopping together liao.. but i know.. this will not be the last 1..

take k gals.. gonna miss u all..

*yu*