lovely yu

Sentosa trip

2006-05-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

Since i couldnt go Genting trip with Yi Jin, so i decided to go sentosa trip with him. He alwiz say wanted to go visit zoo, visit underwater world, birdpark etc. Well, I purposely bring him go there la. and the few day before the trip I purposely dont let him know where i will bring him. I really hope he enjoy the trip la.

we went underwater world, and some other place in the Sentosa Island..fishes..~
umm.. i oso wat's itz call.. some sort of coral.. i guess..
fish again..
why they like to sleep??

It's not a mushroom.. itz jelly fish..~
jelly fish..~!!!!!

Big Fish~!!!!
Many many fish ar~!!!!
Shark..
it's a real shark... >.< haha.. itz a fake shark.. juz some laser trick~Shark egg ler.. never see before hoh?

photo with the pink dolpin ..
photo with the shark..
haha.. this is special.. a peacock... peacock is free to walk around in sentosa island.. cool rite??

After visiting the underwater world, we went to watch dolphin show... then.. take sky ride.. walk along the Merlion.. then.. go burger king.. really having fun~!!! but too bad.. i'm really tired liao.. exhausted.. if not i will watch the magical fountain. =) hehehe.. After this trip i realise something.. i think i should get myself a digital camera. then i can take as many photo as i want to.. hahaha.. my phone battery run out soon after the dolphin show, and yi jin's phone short of memory.. couldnt take any more photo. I guess getting myself a digital camera is definitely a better choice.. at least u manage to take down all those memorable moments. Haha~!!! thanks to yi jin for accompanying me.. really having fun during the trip~!!!!!

Latest Update

2006-05-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ok.. life is great without books and exams!!! I went back to Ipoh for vacation on the 6th May and the nite before 6th May, we had a BBQ at the east coast. It's very enjoyable trip. Short but memorable!

Anyway, back in Ipoh, but cannot online at home. (Sob.. sob..) my mom juz opened a new food stores at Yuk Choy Sec School canteen. Well, have to help out of coz.. that's y some of my fren say couldnt find me even though I'm in Ipoh. The worst part of my holiday at Ipoh is because things that i planned to do .. i failed to do. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2361/1819/1600/Image%28866%29.jpg">
Huiyi, me and cheryl~! So glad to meet them..

By the way, I received one bouquet of 36 red and white roses from Yi Jin.. ( so lovely.. ) It's really nice. Many ppl say the rose is not obvious (It's the florist's fault.. perhaps) but i appreciate it. Too bad I couldnt bring it back to singapore. I only spent 2 days with the roses.. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2361/1819/1600/Image%28875%29.jpg">
lovely red and white rose!!!

Busy life..

2006-03-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm indeed sorry.. haha.. sorry to those frens who care me a lot and alwiz read my blog. Yep.. it's indeed busy this few weeks.. activity & academic.. non-stop.. no time to update my blog.

Haha.. muz say thank you to Yuen chin (she now sitting next to me in seminar room r3.. updating her blog..) well.. she remind me of i haven't update my blog since few weeks ago. (more than 1 month.. arrghh!)

Well, life ar.. as usual lor.. busy with assignment.. but the past 1 week.. is the most busiest week of the sem. i have a Law assignment, a Lab report (well.. the lecturer eventually postpone the due date coz he couldnt finish the syllabus.. yea.. hurray..!!), a Finance presentation.. anyway.. still have a SS (singapore studies) assignment and a finance test (15% ar) coming up. coming monday.. is a super busy day for me.. 2-4pm (Building science tutorial.. which i havent started to do), 4-6pm (Law tutorial.. arrgh... havent do revision.. dunno how to do oso.. aiih! - if Joseph like u and pick u, you will need to go out present your answer.. oh god!!! how come life become so busy???)

I now expecting the sem break.. i joined a sea sports camp. hahaha.. think its gonna be fun! yea!!!! then.. plan to go travel.. then wan to help out in FLaG & RaG 2007 for MY faculty!

yea.. juz a short summary of wat happen recently.. see how la.. if i free.. will try to post more..

-=yu=-

该放手了吗?

2006-02-14T03:21:00.000+08:00

情人节快乐!!!

孤孤单单的留在这readingroom 做tutorial! 很多人问我明天会去那里庆祝.. 没庆祝！已庆祝了! 明天将会和EC1301 & RE1181 tutor 一起度过。哈哈..

今天，眼泪很不听话。心里很委屈。却没人能明白。还有什么比没人珍惜你的眼泪更值得伤心难过？是时候不要再依赖了。

他很忙。我懂。原来想见见他，真的对他而言，太困难！原来，学业和爱情他只能选一样。是我要求太多吗？他告诉我说多给他一点私人空间。说好不见，最好别见。唉.. 一切就依他吧！不想害了他。他要我明白有些时候，他一定要拒绝我。他说不能太纵我。我一直告诉我自己，要学会不要依赖，要学会体谅和明白。原来，要学会这一切，都要先学会不伤心。但是，不伤心不难过的话，恐怕我心已没有他了。眼看他在挣扎，我是否要放手呢？是不是不应该他？

眼看他在爱情和学业边缘挣扎，很替他担心。我帮不了什么忙。爱情是必须平衡的。不是说你付出多少就得多少，而是，必须双方付出。既然他不能为我付出太多，放手，会不会是对他比较好的选择？

[心情篇]

-=yu=-

Uni Life...

2006-01-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

I'm wondering.. what are we pursuing in university..? a good academic result for a better, brighter career? is it really as simple as that?

I didn't do well in my last sem final paper. (actually it was bad) But it doesn't mean i gonna get a bad future. =) Just ask yourself.. what you hope to seek in your Uni life beside academic..

i once ask this question to my fren. She told me that.. "Academic achievement is important. but i want to meet many many new frens. want to enlarge my circle of fren." yeah.. having fren is important. meeting new friends.. making new friends.. communicate with them.. all these is skill. How you actually communicate with other ppl is a skill. But i personally feel that all these.. hmm.. you can actually learn it when u r young.. in ur secondary school, ur high school, jc... not only in uni life rite? anyway.. i can't deny the fact that.. the ppl you going to meet in uni is more complicated than those u meet in ur sec school or jc..

Okay.. life in uni is not only just to meet fren. =) I alwiz keep it in mind.. that.. Uni life is another stage of life where you should learn. Learn in this context of coz, not only academic, but life experience. Ever think before, there are some 1 out there never been to a uni before? u are so fortunate to experience something different. u enter another stage of life.. not only to pursue tertiary education, but also learn to grow up, learn to think carefully before you act, learn to be mature, learn how to deal with problems, learn how to deal with ur emotion. all this is experience. one can't simply know how to do it.. if he neva face the situation before. i alwiz agree that .. The BeSt WaY tO LEaRn SoMeThiNg nEW iN LiFe iS To LeArn HoW tO FaLL DoWn aND hOw To StAnD uP AGaiN. do you agree with me?

Before i come to NUS, an auntie told me.. she say uni life is not about study .. study n study.. not only to get good result for a so called better, brighter future. She ask me to try to experience the life in overseas uni (overseas..?? haha.. ya.. from JB to SG, we did cross the sea).. anyway.. s'pore n msia is juz neighbour. But, if you r only in Msia local uni, i believed .. you definitely won't feel that homesick if compared to me.. (who need to take abt 8 hours bus journey to travel back to ip) hehe.. i not really so homesick until everyday yell wan to go back to ip. I mean.. not every1 can experience the feeling of being homesick.

Being a foreigner.. i alwiz feel like i have a hard time to mix around. For me, making frenz is not difficult, but the most difficut part is to maintain the friendship. (agree??) of coz.. things is getting better now. I think.. sometime.. life in uni is to learn all this stuff. hahaha.. we muz understand that.. our circle of frenz is getting big n big. It makes me realise wat type of person i really are.

ok.. have been nagging again.. very "chim" rite?

do leave me a comment. tell me wat u actually look for in ur uni life. wat you want to achieve.. As for me, i just wan to gain experience. something i neva knew if i didnt try. haha.. oso.. to make frenz.. to know a lot of ppl.. i believe that friendz play important role in our life. =)

*yu*

A new beginning of sem 2 in NUS

2006-01-10T04:36:00.000+08:00

walao.. today itz a new beginning of sem 2. 1st lecture starts at 7pm at nite.. -_-'' before the lecture, the lecturer already give us homework. haha.. i didn't prepare it. end up i reach there only do it. (so lazy.. so slack..) aiih..

i think i'm a bit .. clumsy n forgetful person.. hahaha.. i lost my file today.. inside th file got my photstated IC n some other documentation.. too bad ..~ n so sad~ sigh! i lost it in techno edge. if any1 saw it.. plz kindly inform me.. =)

supper again with PGP gang.. yeah.. itz been a long long time we din go foong seng.. n happy birthday to Kai Ju.. (my rumour bf/husband..) ok.. itz juz rumors.. lolz.. they seems like to put me n him together.. but dun worry guyz.. din angry la.. knew u all juz playing .. =p used to it.. but i feel a bit sienz oredi.. time to change a new target perhaps? i can only think of ferdy n his dream gal.. oops.. i shouldn't have write it here..

feel really good .. life without GB.. life without O2 Jam.. i'm kinda bc.. bc with study.. bc with activity.. bc with everything.. lolz.. n i'm really poor now.. aiihh.. shouldn't spent too much during the holiday! yikes..

i realise 2 truth today.. 1 make me happy.. another 1 make me sad.. oh well.. has been crapping .. haha.. dun ask me wat make me sad n wat make me happy.. haha.. u know i not going to tell.. =p

ok.. time to sleep.. goodnite n.. have a new begining in sem 2..~

*yu*

Happy 21st Birthday~!

2006-01-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

yeah.. it's my 21st birthday on 30 Dec. Want to say thank you to all those ppl that had wish me happy birthday.. thanks for all the blessing.. although not many fren (especially my close fren) is here in singapore with me.. wanna specially thank to yi jin as well.. thank you for purposely come back early to accompany me on my bday.. thank you for keeping ur promise. (very glad for that..)

On the 29th nite, i dun really have a grand celebration.. but a simple 1.. haha! my ah gor play a simple bday song for me (using chinese flute) .. cool!!! really simple yet touching.. ya.. at that moment i really very very surprise n touching! haha.. it's not ec at all.. he purposely practise it for me ler.. i appreciate his effort.. really thannk you very much, Marcel ..haha.. he is look so pro in the pic.. but.. this is his 2nd lesson of playing this flute.. muz thank to his personal teacher who taught him oso..
this is the personal teacher who is more professional.. haha..

well, Birthday .. muz have cake rite? haha.. but too bad.. no 1 bought me a perfect cake.. haha! ( yi jin was saying that he wan to get the “发糕” as my birthday cake.. Oh god!! luckily he didnt.. ) haha.. at the end.. i make him to buy me a tcc's brownies.. i actually like tcc's cake.. especially the chocolate fudge (but too bad.. it was sold out on 30 dec evening.. arghh!)

haha.. helping tcc to do advertisement! =p muz try this brownies.. itz really really very nice..!! (thanks again to Yi Jin)
On the 30 nite, me, yi jin and yit leong.. went for a midnite movie at Marina Square. after the show, we went for a walk at the esplanade there.. n there ppl making preparation for the next day countdown event. haha.. really a lot of white balls.. hmm.. floating on the water.. with the light effect.. it become very nice. After the walk, we went to lau pa sa for supper.. (sigh.. cant finish the food again..~) then only we go back to PGPR..

well, here is some of the present that i received .. thanks again to all my frens.. thanks a lot!!! yah.. n some i bought it myself.. hehe..

This is the 1st present i received form my good good fren + darling , Ms. leng lui hui yi.. hope she live hapily in USM! (hope she can find her true love soon too..)
A rose from my ah gor, marcel.. i guess he had a hard time to look for a suitable present for me..

Present from Yi Jin .. cute n comfortable..
Necklace..
haha..have to buy this shoes.. sigh.. my shoes was spoilt by some 1 who accidentally step on it when i was shopping at marina square.. awww...

yeah!!! my Jay chou poster!!! i bought "teens" magazine on my bday.. n got this poster from the magizine.. everyday woke up can c jay chou.. syok!!!

haha.. yeah.. det's all for the present that currently with me. some of my fren who is in ipoh bought me present too.. but itz currently in Ipoh.. lolz.. at my ipoh home.. haha.. cant wait to c it!!! oh ya.. there are some presents that was from a fren which.. i dun think can meet him anymore.. sigh! that's y i din put the pic here.. hope he wont blame me.. if he read this blog.. lolz!

Finally!!! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!! (urrghhhh.. getting older..!)

children~

2005-12-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. juz a few picture of my little cousin.. i really love children a lot. their smile is so true, so sincere.. their life is only watch cartoons n play.. life is so simple for them..

he is the cutest~ but he looks a little girlish..
i dont really know them well. It's our 1st meet. but they can easily get close to you if you spent some time to play with them. juz give them some sweets..
do you comb this type of hair when u r small?

WooHa chill out~

2005-12-24T03:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. wooha is actually my group's name during SLC. we plan for an outing today, but only 5 turn out.. sigh! we at first wan to go to wala wala but.. when we reach there.. itz totally full n there is a long queue. so.. 5 of us decided to go to another place .. i.e K Box at clementi.

cool!! we really had a great time singing there. cant believe that jun hao can sing that well.. he even say he wan to participate in superstar.. lolz.. nah.. he juz joking~ lolz.. but we really had a great time singing there. Chao wei like to sing a lot of old old songs.. haha.. he say that the song of his age.. (he only 1 year older than me ler..) ai lian din sing much.. she too shy bah.. i guess! christine can sing very well too.

when we 1st plan to go out for chill out.. i oredi make up my mind.. that i would like to get some alcoholic drinks for myself.. lolz.. i wasnt that type that can drink a lot. lolz.. i very ec to get drunk. i get myself a vodka + 7up.. n.. i totally feel bad after that.. lolz.. i really cant drink.. lolz.. very ec to get drunk.. actually i wasnt drunk la.. i very clear wat is happening.. juz that my blood circulation too good ler.. lolz~

anyway.. after sing k, we go for supper at McD. i very hungry ehh.. i havent ate anything since 4pm.. n summore.. i drink vodka ler.. feeling dizzy now.. n i still wan to complete this post la.

Anyway, i really had a great time tonite. though only 5 out of 12 turn up.. (hope that nx outing will b better attandance) but we enjoy ourself a lot.. lolz .. but .. 1 thing for sure.. i wont get myself any vodka anymore.. lolz..

*Yu*

i cant think of a title for this post..

2005-12-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

i'm really sick of this. I'm sick of everything which happen to me recently. It's terribly bothering me now. hate it. but i cant change anything. Indeed, i must learn from my mistake.

feel really sad.. everytime wan to cry, i will just tell myself that my tears is very precious. it cannot drop for nothing. i alwiz say this to my fren when they comes to me when they are upset. But, i guess it's time for me to use it too. sigh.. dont worry. my tears is precious one. wont cry for this stupid incident.

can any1 tell me how to make myself feel better?

快要崩溃了~

2005-12-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

我真的很不明白，这世界上竟然有这种人存在！！一直以来，我只活在一个没有欺骗，只有互相信任的世界里。我身边的朋友，都是坦诚相对，非常相知相惜的朋友，偶尔闹情绪或背后有些闲言闲语，那只是生活的点缀品。没想到一直以来的平静，却因为认识了一位如此的朋友，而让我明白了，这世界有坏人的存在。

我的心很痛，一直无法平静下来，不能理解为什么.. 心痛，不是因为那笔钱，只是没想到一场朋友，这种事竟然发生在我身上。真的...我想不通，为何有这种人存在？利用了我的信任..朋友？？真的很可悲.. 澈澈透透的失望了.. 残留的只有挥不去的心痛.. 同时，也学会了人生宝贵的一堂。

*yu*

My Birthday Wish list..

2005-12-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. yeah.. my bday is getting near~! this year dunno y.. quite a lot ppl ask me what i want or wat i wish to receive on my bday.. hehe.. it really doesn't matter for me. we talk "heart" 1 mah.. lolz..

ok la.. juz to let you all know what stuff i really wish to have.. if cannot get it nvm de..

1. Apple IPod 30Gb - expensive.. n gonna leave it to my dad..

2. Ralph Lauren Cool Perfume - it smells nice..

3. a diamond pendant with platinum neclace - leave it to my mom?lolz.. she will kill me perhaps!

4. a watch - i doubt abt this.. haha.. all my watches cant last long de.. sad..

5. a big teddy - a big big teddy that i can hug it when i go to bed..

6. a big doggie - well..juz in case u cant get a big teddy. actually both i like it. i dont mind to have both.. haha..

7. a shirt - a shirt that can get along with a brown skirt.. hehe..my fren know wat's that..

8. a silver neclace - i juz realise i got a few pendant without necklace 1..

9. to catch a midnite show with frenz - i alwiz hope to do so.. but till today still no chance.. sad

10. Jay Chou CD - i love jay chou a lot.. hmm.. that day i come across a shop which sell Jay's CD with limited edition toy.

haha.. u can juz ignore this post for those who had give me present. hehe.. anyway.. it's juz something in my mind la.. but then.. itz ok if i din receive.. some of it expensive ler.. kakaka..

*yu*

矛盾

2005-12-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

人就是这样... 面对决择时就会变得很矛盾..

好想做一个选择，将来是不会后悔的，但是天不如人意..
好想做一个选择，是不会伤害到别人的，但是不管最后的选择是什么，一定有一方面的人受伤的..

面对矛盾的心情，很容易做错决定。无论如何，身为朋友的我，我无法替您做决定。一个人回头其实需要很大的勇气，你懂得那封信很不容易写的出来吗？您会忍心拒绝她吗？

我不懂为什么你没拒绝也没答应，但是很肯定，你没有马上拒绝，似乎您还很犹豫。您应该心理有数，您对她的感觉是怎样，只有您知道... 或许是您不想伤害她吧？谁才是你想要的，你应该很清楚。

人生当中，很多时候要面对如此的决择。矛盾吧？

给天涯侠医的话：
趁很多事情还没开始之前，您还有可以把话收回。起码您不会后悔一辈子！

Well, this post is actually made for a fren of mine. hope he made a correct decision ba~

My 1st Camp in NUS~ Student Leader Camp By Nussu PRU~

2005-12-16T03:12:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from Nussu PRU - SLC (Student Leader camp). aww.. become very very dark.. n sun burn oso.. sad.. n painful. It's really good to be in the camp, meet a lot of people. not only PRU members, but student leaders in NUS as well. I'm the group 1 facilitators together with Min yee (our group IC) , christine and wilson. we really have a great time there. Min yee, who is the youngest in our group, is really a very responsible IC, but guess she need more experience. and christine, a very cheerful gal who smiles a lot, she is in year 2, and working together with her is really.. cool~! and lastly is wilson, the only male facilitators in our groups, he is .. very very tall.. n very helpful too.

well, too bad our groups did not win any awards. no one in our groups walk away with nokia handphone. haha.. but i really proud of my group. the NUSSU president is in our groups, n he is rather funny and very sporting. then we have also the arts president, and a few other "big big"ppl in my groups. oh ya.. our group name is "WooHa!" guess min yee was the 1 who come out with the idea. Anyway, really had a great time in the camp, make a lot of frenz, gain some experience and had fun too. After this SLC, i really realise there are some qualities that a good leader muz have. and also, a leader really very different from other.. As for me, i'm not a good leader, haha.. i more on following instruction type.. hehe.. a vice would suit me perhaps.. lolz..

here is some of the photos to share with u all..me n janus..
me n tze hwee..

HoLiDaYz ...

2005-12-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

yeah.. itz holiday now.. my exam finish at 24 Nov, n i went back to msia on 26 Nov. spent few days with my beloved family. n i came back to Singapore on the 9th dec. a few fren of mine come to singapore with me too.. they wanna spent s few day visit in singapore..

Day 1 in singapore trip..
I actually not really familiar with singapore. but.. i decided to bring them go walk walk at the Orchard Road & Bugis. nothing much to shop actually, but Orchard Road has a beautiful night scene. it has been a long long time we go shopping together..

me, cheryl, huiyi and sze yan.. all are my good frens~me and huiyi.. my darling..me n cheryl..

anyway.. all these pictures was taken at the Ochard Road at nite. whiew.. so so so tired that nite~! they was suppose to sleep in my room. but some of my fren put their stuff in my room, and i don think there's enough place for 4 ppl to sleep. (sigh.. u know how "big" the PGPR room is.. )

anyway, my nx door neighbour juz left and she din lock her room. cool..~! so i let cheryl and huiyi sleep there lor.. hope they had a very good sleep on that nite.

2nd day..

we went to suntec city, went to swensen for lunch, then.. go to marina square... dint really bought any stuff. but i bought myelf a adidas bag there (got discount..) lolz~

yeah.. elaine join us too..

at marina square..

yah.. that's was the programme of the day.. after shopping, we went to marina bay eat steamboat together with thomas & yit leong. haha.. really have a lot of fun there. After finish dinner at marina bay, we went back to PGP, and then.. we went out again .. to clubbing. well, they wan to go, so.. we 1st went to clack querke (hmm.. dunno how to spell it.. strange name it is) but.. that place not really suit us. then we went to muhamad sultan road there. n simply went into 1 of the bar/pub (dont ask me the name..forgot oredi) that place wasn't really that fun la.. anyway.. i dont really like clubbing 1.. haha.. dont drink either.. =) after clubbing still go to explanade for a walk.. but it rains and we stuck there. lolz.. until 5 somthing only we take a cab n go home.

3rd day..
i accompany sze yan, huiyi and cheryl go to kranji mrt station to meet with their fren. they are going to take bus from JB. anyway.. we hug each other before we left. i know we dont really have much chances to go shopping together liao.. but i know.. this will not be the last 1..

take k gals.. gonna miss u all..

*yu*

life in NUS..

2005-11-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

yeahh.. i got back my wallet ady.. a pretty gal from chemistry department (graduate student) actually found d wallet n return me~ NUS ppl so nice ler.. lolz.. juz wondering.. one day if u have this situation, u found a wallet with money inside and contact number inside ( but no important documents), will you return it to the owner??

well.. NUS life is really fantastic sometime.. especially in the nite.. supper is oso good 1~! wel.. we have mcD delivery usually.. but sometimes i think my toast bread is quite "lak gu" 1.. lolz..

well.. this pic is not complete 1 lolz.. yeah.. this is the prefect 1~! (although a bit hangus~!)

the bread is actually.. juz normal toast bread with kaya n butter.. but somehow many people like it~! u know who this is...?? lolz.. too busy studying.. eat oso study~!yeah.. this is... lolz.. look funny~!anyway.. the above picture was last nite kaya toast~! let's c today's special~!

yeah.. itz pizza~! pizza for my dinner.. exclusively for me n m tat~!

yeah.. too bad for other ppl~ finish d pizza.. every 1 is very concertrate on study la.. take a look~!

look so serious hoh~? anyway.. here is something interesting~ wanna know how NUS "giat" student make notes? perhaps we need a closer view...
wow... =.=" scary~??~!!!?!?~!

time for supper again.. pgp gang is getting smarter.. they bought me kaya n bread~! lolz.. expecting my kaya toast huh? well.. bcoz it's in large scale.. so.. it's in a bowl~! and.. a bit hangus oso~! lolz.. paiseh... anyway.. neva expected my toast can b so "lak gu".. lolz.. okie oke.. dont push guyz..~!

nah.. the above pic is a fake 1.. lolz.. every1 juz put their hand there let me take picture~! lolz.. but somehow.. the bread finish too fast ady.. not enough time to take some personal photo.. hehe..

who say life in NUS is stress? at least we are not~~!! lolz~

good luck for the exam.. alamak.. ade exam besok.. kena study la.. hope u all enjoy my blog~!

*sookcheng* ah YU *

i'm so bad luck today~!!

2005-11-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

yeah.. i feel so disapointed, so upset, so so so sad... many bad things happen to me .. aihh.. sigh..

it's 9.32 pm now.. i havent sleep since last nite (17/11) 7pm.. means more than 24 hours.. hmm.. approximately 26 n half hours.. feel so tired.. but i still wan to continue this blog.. today is going to be my most memorable day in 1st sem of NUS.. sigh...

this morning i have a stats exam.. (well, det's y i din sleep.. coz i havent finish revision.. ) anyway.. i din really did well in the stats exam.. perhaps.. many ppl did better than me. it's definitely much much tougher than our mid-term test.. especially the last 2 short questions. guess wat.. i almost write nthing for the 1st short questions.. n the 2nd question.. i juz hantam somthing there only.. feel so disappointed.. feel so sad.. i oredi did very bad for my mid term (below average.. sigh..) and.. i gonna screw up my final paper~!

after the exam, the 1st thing come in mind.. of coz.. is my lunch~! lolz.. n the second thing.. hmm.. i was so glad that i can actually sell my stats textbook from now.. or can throw it far far away liao.. although i din did well in the exam.. my mood was good, at least when i get back to pgpr, i play GB for few hours ler.. i really dont feel like wan to sleep. i need to buy bus ticket to come back to ip in the afternoon. and yi jin had agreed to accompany me to go.. lolz.. (somehow i forced him la..)

after he finish the exam at 430, we met at bus stop and .. n both of us feel hungry.. n decided to eat at the Sci canteen.. i ordererd yong tau fu.. n det was the last time i used my wallet~!!! so sad.. yeah.. i LOST my wallet.. there are 70++ inside the wallet.. sad.. really feel so sad.. this is the "n" time i lost my purse since secondary school. sad..

i only realise my wallet was lost until i reach the bus express shop.. until the moment i wan to take my wallet out again n pay the bus fare.. but sadly.. i could found it~!! i really couldn't believe it.. this is not the 1st time i lost wallet.. luckily.. there aren't many important stuff there.. but.. the $70++ .... ~$70~ gone~!!!! the highest record of the money lost so far.. is RM150 .. n good.. now is even higher.. ( if u convert RM70++ to sgd$) feel so bad for my clumsiness..

yu ar yu.. i think you really should named urself.. blurbluryu or clumsyyu.. i hate myself so much when i realise i lost my wallet.. oh man.. how can this alwiz happen to me??? really feel sad.. n luckily yi jin was accompany me to buy the bus ticket.. i think i would b more sad if i went alone juz now.. i'm sure i really dont know wat to do..

Thanz yi jin.. so glad to have a fren like u in NUS.. when i feel sad u are alwiz there cheer me up.. (though not very successful.. but i can c ur effort!~) anyway.. it's really feel bad la.. u cant imagine the feeling of .. losing a wallet.. summore.. it;s not 1st time.. n the money gone... T.T
juz hope that some 1 would find it n return it to me.. but.. the chances is low.. aihh.. i actuall cant remember where i lost it.. well.. anyway.. thanks for your help la~!

juz get back to my room.. n.. i really tired.. really feel so bad.. anyway.. i think.. tomoro will be better again.. i;m not those type that will sad sad sad for long long period.. so.. u guyz nonit to worry too much~!

*p.s become very poor now.. aihh... cannot buy ipod ler.. Sad~!!

-= Sookcheng..... Aiihh.. =-

supper supper... yummie..

2005-11-17T03:38:00.000+08:00

Well.. everybody is so bc “bia” again.. but somehow.. supper is very important~! Yeah.. we juz ordered mcDdelivery juz now.. yummie..~

wow.. can u imagine this?? 20 pieces of McNuggets!!~!
these belong to m tat.. there is another 1 in his stomach oredi..

chun kit.. u r so greedy la.. 1 hand sundae.. another hand with nugget~!!

m tat.. u look funny.. “where is my nugget…I wan more nugget~!!!”this is .. BEFORE …
this is .. AFTER ~!!!! Oh my god… wat a big BITE…
wow.. look carefully wat chun kit is holding.. it’s not a spoon.. =.=”well.. ferdi.. u really look “fake” ..
everyone is bc eatin… except kai ju.. lolz..

well…I think everyone enjoy their meal.. too bad for yi jin n susan.. u 2 come in too late.. lolz.. anyway.. I think our supper will continue for nx week.. may b pizza nx week?

Oh ya.. horlick.. sorry hoh.. u wasn’t in the pic. Who ask u come in too late~??!~?

good luck guyz n gals.. enjoy your meal~! N study hard for the exam~!! All the best~!!

*Sookcheng @ ah yu*

study week~!

2005-11-14T03:42:00.000+08:00

here is NUS study week.. juz for your interest~! every1 is so so so hardworking and so serious..

* this is wat happen in seminar room 3a in PGP.. wow.. look damn stress rite? haha.. here is on the other side of the room.. ... ...

yeah.. i'm in the pic too..

erm.. i really have a lot of highlighters.. n color pencil.. *wiee*

anyway.. those pic was taken before 11 pm.. let's c wat happen after 11..

every1 is having supper in prata shop~!!
haha.. childish~! but they really look so serious in the game~!
full every1??

anyway.. we get back to our revision n study after det.. haha.. det's life in NUS..

quite a long time din go prata shop oredi.. milo dinasour.. yeah.. det's really best~! good luck everyone for coming exam.. it's really near~! aduh.. cant finsh revise everything ady..

arrgghhh...~~

2005-11-13T07:30:00.000+08:00

i hate myself so much somtimes.. juz feel like.. i dont wan to study but the exam is juz 1 week ahead.. sigh..

yerr.. i really cant resist games when i'm studying.. grrrr.. how to make myself more concentrate on revision??? gunbound n other online games.. sigh..

i also feel very regret.. for not attending some stats lecture~ aihhh... now i feel completely lost in chapt 9~! i dont understand what i've read~ dont understand at all.. grrr.r.. det's bad.. how to sit for exam now?

I haven touch my BU1480 n AR1221.. will i manage to finish revision on time? only god knows..

i wish i can be more serious abt my study.. seems i cant really concentrate.. too SLACK~!! yu ar yu.. wake up~!! not much time left to study~!! exam is juz 1 week ahead~!!

sad.. hopeless.. upset.. tired..

*sookcheng*ah yu*

games.. games.. and more games~!

2005-11-08T07:10:00.000+08:00

oh well.. i've discovered a few site that have really interesting games~ i guess u guyz should try it out too..

http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/Restaurant.swf
- this is a site where u are the boss.. n u need to cook to serve the customer.. hope u wont lose money.. the highest i get is 2235.. hehe..

http://www.flashgames.it/avventura/jinx/game2.php
- hmmm..this 1 is rather interesting.. coz the thinf jinx is very cute and the graphic oso very cute~.. all u need to do is click.. n think. but the ending a bit.. ummm.. not very good ending.. coz it's not complete.. to be continued...

* anyway.. this type of game requires patience.. if u think u r patience type.. forget it bah~

http://www.compfused.com/directlink/957/
- haha.. this is something about math thinking and IQ.. seriously not easy to solve.. good luck ohh.. i sent it to a few ppl.. and then.. got a few fren solve it in 1 try~ so geng..

http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/crimson/crimson_e.php
http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/viridian/index_e.php
- this is really time-consuming game. perhaps.. it's really not ec. the crimson room is actually easier.. all u need to do is to find out all the item.. then try to escape from the room.. the viridian room is much more tougher.. coz.. u neeed to collect more item and then.. u might wondering wat the game want u to do.. anyway.. this 2 is really good games~

http://www.seethru.co.uk/games/incriminati2.htm
well.. i think many ppl have play this game before.. rather easy to play..

http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/museum.htm
another escape type of game.. again.. juz "click" bah.. not so tough.. n i'm sure u all can do it!

http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/RayRoom.swf
hmm.. also escape type of game.. but this 1 is .. i havent finish it yet.. haha.. too tough perhaps.. still trying anyway..

here are some other website which u can have a look and find interesting games in there~ hope u all enjoy it~

http://www.gamershood.com/index.php
http://www.compfused.com/
http://www.gamezhero.com/?from=barabarian
http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame.htm
http://babelfish.altavista.com/babelfish/trurl_pagecontent?lp=it_en&trurl=http://www.flashgames.it/index.php
http://www.freeonlinegames.com/

i know exam is approaching.. but if u feel stress or in tension.. juz go click on it.. trust me..~ it's gonna make u feel better~

*cheers*
sookcheng~ good luck every1 for coming exam~

Nice song~!

2005-11-06T04:16:00.000+08:00

周杰倫-夜曲歌詞
作詞：方文山　作曲：周杰倫

一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情看孤獨的風景
失去妳　愛開始分明
失去妳　還有什麼事好關心
那鴿子不再象徵和平
我終於被提醒　捆著手我現在是奴隸
我用漂亮的押韻形容被掠奪一空的愛情

啊
我應該藏這裡　夜色不乾淨
還給你整夜的回憶　佔滿天的星
送你的白色玫瑰　在純黑的花季凋零
午夜在樹枝上詭異的很安靜　　
傾聽　我黑色的大衣　像我的妳
衣櫛比鱗的鬼　走過的走過的生命
啊四周瀰漫霧氣
啊我在空曠的墓地
老去後還愛你

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音
心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲鋼琴
我給的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就有你

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
而我為你隱姓埋名
在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應
還是如此溫熱親近
懷念你那鮮紅的唇印

那些斷翅的蜻蜓　散落在這森林
而我的眼睛　沒有絲毫同情
失去妳　淚水混濁無情
失去妳　我連笑容都有陰影
我站在滿心期待的屋頂
嘲笑我的傷心
像一口沒有水的枯井
我用盡我的自信
要我後悔莫急等待愛情

yeah.. it’s new song from jay chou. Super nice.. it’s really different form his previous.. though u still cant get wat he is singing..

for those who interested.. refer to the following website bah~

http://www.alfamusic.com.tw/jay/albumb.htm

There is also another 2 songs 珊瑚海 and 黑色毛衣 which I like them a lot.. but I couldn’t get the lyrics.. aihh.. if any1 got the lyrics.. tell me ok?

*actually my favourite song in the whole album is 黑色毛衣.. it’s too nice la~!!

i miss you all so much~!

2005-11-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

to my dearest best friends:

I have spent 3 months+ here.. in NUS. it's really good to get connected with you all with MSN, Emails, friendster, sms n phone calls. Time flies.. really.. speeding summore.. i think i've get used to the environment here~ make a lots new friends here.. from the day i decided to come.. i knew i will get used to the environment. i knew it. But, i really miss you all.. those days we've spent together..

sometimes i really lazy to write blog. I've been busy.. and i wonder dunno got people read my blog anot. before i come to NUS, i thought i will write my blog very often but the truth turn out to be.. i seldom write my blog. hahaha.. too busy with assignments perhaps. i seldom check my friendster too. that's y i was late to reply you all sometimes. I've just check my friendster today. i'm so glad to see you all are living so good out there. ^o^ i read back my blog in friendster.. really miss you all so much. the feeling is so strong that i wish i didn't come to NUS. haha.. life is like that.

still remember the time we have our graduation dinner at AMC hall mah? still remember we go scout & guide gathering? still remember how we prepare for our gathering? Still remember we go play badminton together? Still remember we went to the camp together? Still remember how we celebrate birthday together? still remember we go genting together? still remember how we drinks starbucks together? I miss you all.. really I am~!

to STCC comm:

Hey guyz n gals.. long time no see.. hope everyone is fine. It’s been a great time in my f6 because of you guyz. Hmm.. enjoy myself a lot during our steamboat and BBQ. We have a lots arguments n fun time during our meeting. Every1 is so close to each other.. juz like a big family. Hopefully we still have time to come out and have bbq or steamboat.. and coming new year.. shall we have an ang pow tour? Haha.. we all hav a great time.. isn’t it?

Oh ya.. our 1^st pangkor trip (hope it wasn’t the last) .. that’s really our best trip ever~! Countdown at the beach~ cool.. drink sparkling juice at the beach.. bbq at the beach~ cool~!!! Super enjoyable~! Wahaha.. we also exchange our gift on 24^th nite.. (do you all still have the gift with you?) yeah.. really fun n exciting trip~ though the trip is not hygienic enough.. (we eat a lot sands.. at the beach.. whose faults…?) =p

Yeah.. we have lots of happy moments together~!!

To my girl guide juniors and seniors:

Yo.. gals~! You are the best~ haha.. camp.. gathering.. everything is good~! I learn many things from guiding.. it’s the guiding spirit that built my character today~ plenty of sweats n tears behind the story.. hahaha.. marching, dancing, camping, gathering, fighting, being scold, do all sorts of weird weird stuff.. it’s really unforgettable moments~!! ^o^

The last camp i join is the 2005 annual camp.. by oi song batch.. whiee… quite fun and exciting. But I knew I’m too old for camping la.. old old senior oredi. 5 years graduated.. ishh~! Anyway, I wish I still hav time to visit you all when I free. Plz update me if you all have any activity~! Yo.. gals.. keep it up~!

To my beloved family:

I knew my parents wont see this blog. Anyway.. I love and miss my parents the most.. oh.. n my dummie brother~ haha.. I knew my parents has alwiz care about me. Worry.. n being long winded.. det’s d traditional way how they show you their love. My dad.. aihh.. everytime call back.. he got nth to talk to me.. ya ya.. I knew he is det type of person. But I knew he care me. But not in words.. in actions. And my lovely mom.. she is kinda long winded. Yeah.. but it’s for my good. My parents love me very much.. they are so worry when I fall sick.. I know they miss me very much.. det’s y I decided to go back at 26^th Nov~ hehe.. I guess I’m the ealiest to go back..

This blog is specially wrote for the peoples stated above. Nthing much.. juz wan you all to know how I feel at this moment this time. Take k.. hope you all miss me too~

*sookcheng*

shall we begin?

2005-11-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

yo..

start a new blog again..

used to blog in friendster..

wanna start something new ma..

det's y i'm here...

stay tune to hear from me..

i dun mind if u would like to drop a few words for me..

yeah..

det's all..

*wieee...*